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He told me to come to his office at ten the next morning, alone, without telling anyone.
I turned my phone off with my parents’ messages still coming in, a unified front of texts about manipulation and family solidarity and Grandpa’s age making him unreliable. Lily texted too, genuinely confused, wanting to know what was happening. I read all of it and then I set the phone face down on my kitchen counter and sat in the dark for a long time.
I sat in the dark and thought about being easy.
I thought about the highway in the rain. I thought about the peanut butter sandwiches. I thought about the textbook and the four dollars and the water for dinner. I thought about the dress my parents had sent Lily money for, the one they commented on underneath the photograph of her at the restaurant while I sat on my cold floor with my stomach cramping. I thought about every time my mother had called me too sensitive and every time my father had delivered his speech about character and responsibility and not being a bank.
I turned the phone off. I went to bed. I did not sleep, but I kept the phone off.
The Daisy Monroe Trust Fund Audit, 1997–2025.
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