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My mother lunged into her last plea, the genuine terror of a woman understanding for the first time that consequences are real and have arrived. She told me about the second mortgage. She told me about the bank and the collateral and the loan and what would happen to the house when the trust was recalled. She used the word homeless. She used the word ruin. She sat in front of me trembling and afraid, and I recognized, with perfect clarity, that she was describing my life. She was telling me she would have to live the way I had lived, and she was saying it the way people describe the unthinkable.
I picked up the pen.
My mother said no, please. She said I was her daughter. She said I would destroy the family.
I said, then you shouldn’t have built your lives on money that wasn’t yours.
I pushed the papers back to Mr. Harrison and stood up and picked up my purse.
I stopped at the door. I turned.
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