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When I looked up, a few guests were still watching. Most had already turned back to their conversations about summer houses and stock portfolios and private school admissions records.
They thought it was over.
That night I sat in my studio apartment and let the silence settle around me. The radiator hummed its usual rhythm. Outside, a car alarm went off three blocks away and quit. Upstairs, my neighbors left for their hospital shifts, doors closing softly, footsteps fading.
I didn’t cry. I had learned a long time ago that tears were a luxury I couldn’t afford on the clock, and the habit stuck.
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